enzeys

I’ve moved to a new weblog and here’s the address

http://nz.hazrulnz.net

With a combination of 3dsmax and vray, I manage to render client’s model in 2-3days.

ada yg tak kena but I dont have any idea what’s wrong with it. as long as the client happy, i am happy too!!

Where I’ve been missing all this while?

Besides conducting training at ILP Banting for 6 days, I am working on this model.

Figure 1: Top View

This model may looks easy to do. BUT… you haven’t check out the details yet. Just take a look at the chair you’ve been sitting all day at office.. perhaps many of us just ignore the people who spend day and nite to design, come out with the mould to manufacture this products.

Figure 2 : Bottom View

Heh.. this is the second model after my first model unable to produce FEA. Take a look at the newest one. Simplified, much much better and I’m happy with it!!

Figure 3: The detail

Busy ke? Feel busy je kot. Un-done project, ada upcoming project, onsite training, demo.. what else ? at home? its time for me to relax, have a good rest and no shopping month ;p   tension but fine.. still have things to do compared to last month. isk.. i dont know lah.. kemalasan at max nih.. huhu

Know what? after months looking for handbags, branded, non-branded, bata shop, guess, elle..coach.. huhu. When price not an important factor. I dont mind spend for something that I want even if it cost almost half of my salary. TODAY, I bought 2 bags just now (during lunch hour). Cheap but most important, it suit my taste. toing toing… altogether RM69. Puas Hati.. Lets look for the best one beginning of next year.. hehe

Firstly, I would wish to all hindu’s, a Happy Deepavali.

Hope everyone enjoy the duo celebration this year..

AND.. IMPORTANT!!

For all muslims,

From me and on behalf of hubby and daughters,

Muhamad Hazrul, Nisha Adrianna Amani & Nur Iman Nadhirah..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA.. 

Dengan ingatan tulus ikhlas, Maaf Zahir dan Batin..

Kau yang merubah segalanya
Kau sebenar yang mencuri hati
Aku yang masih meratapi kehancuran
Cinta lalu yang tak kesampaian

Apakah yang terburu-buru
Cuba melupakan peristiwa lalu
Atau mungkinkah ku terpesona pada
Kejujuran yang engkau berikan

Tercipta suatu ikatan
Yang kita bina
Dari kehancuran masa silam
Oh tuhan kau restukanlah
Cinta indah bagai pelangi
Kekal abadi

Masih jauh sayang
Perjalanan kita
Pasti ada yang beronak duri
Namun tiada yang merubah rasa
Kerna ku tahu kau saja di hati

oops…jiwang sakan lak nizza yek ;p

I always wanted to write the story of myself. Once I
thought of writing a novel about my life BUT I am not a good writer both in
Bahasa

Malaysia

or English. Hehe..

The
Happy ME

I was born on 16^th February 1979 and named as
Shahniza. Shah was chosen by my mom and niza by my late father. The eldest in
the family, I had 4 siblings, a sister and 3 brothers.

Married twice. Had two caesarean operation and both are
fine. Had a wonderful supportive hubby, two lovely daughters, two set of
parents, and surrounded by great friends. Eh.. is my lucky number two?

Job? Well.. I am still in Autodesk business. But the
working environment is different than before. This time, a lil bit relax, and
flexible. Hehe, I should improve my self-discipline by now huh..

Err.. my next goal is to be financially free. First
thing, I need to settle all my credit card’s debt. Hehe..;D

Nisha
Adrianna Amani

Nisha Adrianna Amani was born on 30^th January
2001 and had started her kindergarten this year. I am proud that she’s doing
well now and very independent in her tasks. A good sister and I believe Iman
could depend on her sometime.

Unsuccessful
First Marriage

I never regret what had happened to my first marriage.
Hell whatever happened before, I never ever want to remember that part of my
life. (There are more he had done besides whatever written by my hubby in his
blog – leave it to myself – had no strength to lengthen the story)

Muhamad
Hazrul

I’m married happily to a lovely man, not that macho but
enough to say that he is the person who knew me well,.. Yezza, Muhamad Hazrul
Mohamed Hamzah on 30^th May 2004. Like what hubby wrote in his blog,
it is not easy to find one who suits you and don’t say you like the person
because of he is kind, or handsome or whatever but look at the other part of
him.

Top 5 reasons: why I choose this guy ek???

1. FIRST
THING.. he could accept me and my daughter, as who I am with my previous good
or bad experiences.

2. He
is another side of me.. perhaps, what I didn’t do or have, he does.

3. Understand
me well and very supportive with his opinions and advises. But dun have to
follow all he says laaa.. (we both declared that he is my personal consultant..
huhu)

4. We
could seat down together and spend hours if we have topics to discuss about
include personal, politics, relationships, and many more.

5. I
respect him as fren. He is so patient. (very patient till today..)

Well friends, we are free to make a choice.

Hubby’s
Quote

Eh.. This is a good advise la.. my hubby told me this
when we are still friend (friend.. not yet in love)

‘there’s someone, somewhere out there will love you as who you are –be
patient’

Haha.. he told me that when we both having lunch at one
of mamak’s restaurant in Bangsar.

For those who didn’t find the Mr/Mrs Right yet, not too
worry..

Other
Best Part of My Life

Before our first anniversary, Nur Iman Nadhirah was born
on 11^th March 2005. Great experience! I’m glad to have a supportive
parent and in-laws. This gonna make me cry.. yeah, I’m touched… Iman was my
second child but this my first experience to have other people besides my mom
who takes care of me during confinement. I am 26 years old at that
time.. well the experiences, the feeling is totally different.

Today,
Tomorrow & Always

I Thank God for Everything..

I am grateful.

Its been quite sometime i missed this blog. Had no time, energy, courage, stories to write. Malas Actually..

Here, i attached the latest photo of my family.

Sibuk.. makan susah, soping lagi ler tak tenang. tapi kalau tinggal kat umah lak, kesian. Keep thinking of them.

Alamakk.. u know what? dah tua rupa nyer saya nih. Eh.. tak perasan dah 27++. bukan nett :p NEXT YEAR I AM 28! another 2 years to go.. then 30. I dunno what my hubby had in mind when i turn to that age. sure kena… hehe

Sebab tu la payah betul nak cari facial set yg bebenar suit my taste + my skin. dulu, josephine, shu and most of my other friend said my skin senang nakjaga coz at that time, i guna johnson product jek. Sekarang? huh.. tu sume tak leh pakai. tatau ler pasal makeup ker, pasal mmg dah tua ker, or pasal byk fikir… tapi as women, i am concern about wrinkles.. then pakai gak la clinelle + olay total effects+. oops.. mau kulit licin mcm siti nurhaliza gak ke? heh.. idak ler. kata ‘Diminishes the appearance of fine lines and wrinkles’ - tapi dah nampak lak kat dahi. kua kua kua…. takper.. wait and see. give it another a month try.

btw, sekejap sajer dah nak puasa then again.. RAYA then .. xmas.. then again, New Year! This year RES pun tak settle ini pulak nak think about next year RES? sudah la niza, since early this year duk cakap nak follow healthy diet at last makan fast food gak every day. ini semua sebab dah muak makan kat area opis nih. nape yek jadi camtu? ntoh ler..

Do we need to be positive at all time with customers or clients who tried to show off their skills which known that they were actually have no idea of what exactly our product was? OHOOOOOOOO CUSTOMER ALWAYS RIGHT (my hubby will hate this phrase. kui.. kui..)

I’ve been in that situation before and even worse when I started to cry during my demo. At that time, the guy who pretend to be too good in his application (which is one of the director of well known architectural based company) – fuck up!! I hated him..

Now, their company is closing down. No one likes him. Even in his industry, as a well-known sucking man. All his designers, architects who work under him resigned and instead now they are working with much better environment with a handful projects.

Today I heard another one, another Chinese guy who works as a draughtsman in manufacturing industry. During the demo, he keep insist the management not to consider this solutions coz it too much for them and his not gonna fully utilize the features. (it seems that he afraid to change from 2D to 3D modeling and will keep on using autocad for his entire life) And when the representative from autodesk called up to get him consider manufacturing solution instead of general solutions, he kept saying the management not convinced and if they were convinced, they might get IV for all. He is complaining that we are pushing so hard to convince the management to sell this products, besides he mentioned that he had better knowledge than me in this application. Hehe.. From what we found during the demo, I had no idea of what functional design was and even worst, the iParts functionality (the most common features used in IV). Is that what we called a BETTER KNOWLEDGE MAN? Huh.. NVM !

A draughtsman had nothing to do with company financial and decision. The management has decided to implement all on MSD. And I saw an IV training requested by the guy who pretend who are better than me… why still need training?

I don’t mind that.. but who are good in computer application? I’ve been in this industry for 9years… yeah, since I joined back in July 1997. Everyday we found many new things that we need to do some research or consult the experience people to find out more about it. We can’t work alone. As a solution provider, we are always has a team work together. Discuss on the issues, problems and share tips among us in our community center. We being trained & tested before we could consult other people.

Heh.. whatever it is, I used to this kinda situation. Malas.. Malas..